went over to visit kat's blog. and all i can say is. i want to get a digicam. and of cos a new phone..

and POOF! goes my pay.

and another thing. i feel like quitting work and enjoy the last few bits of my 18 year old life. partying with the girls, shopping, going for movies, staying out late with the gals.. i guess i miss all that stuff..

and jo. i'm just saying it cos i feel it. and if you don't like it. don't read. don't listen. i can't control my heart or my mouth or my fingers right now. so. no black face please. had enough of it.

really.. i mean, the month of december was great. wonderful. splendid. though no guys no dates. all the girly gathering, outing.. life was GREAT. i mean i had one.

unlying meaning: not having one now.

i hate raffles place. every morning i feel displaced. every morning i yearn for the coming of evening. everyday i waste my time on my watch. and i'm losing the magic with the old bores of the click-clacks and suits in raffles place. and mind you. the click-clacks of raffles place is so very different from the ones in orchard or any other where else where people live not exist..

in raffles place. EVERYTHING. well almost.. everything. is robotically syronized. and almost colorless. no red, no pink, no yellow, no greens.. it's just black white grey beige nude blue... i think i might forget what colors are. maybe i'm becoming color blind.

i'm counting down to the end of my working days in AIA. counting to the days of colors, of music, of no more whispering..

in the meanwhile.. i'll enjoy my nights. cherish my weekends. and forget about mondays on sunday nights.

take me out! SOMEBODY!

oh and yah. looking for a gym partner.. stupid choco.. why do you live so far from me?! nevermind..

think i haven't told you guys...
my CNY resolutions..

be tidy (starting with making my bed..)
be careful (I will not. Shall not. Try not.. to lose anything..)
be a hardworking student and bowler
be fit and fab.. and with abs.. (gym peepz. GYM.)

well yep. finally i've come to term that i need to go back to the gym. i'm offically FAT finally. and girls will always be girls and always think that they're fat. so i confess GUILTY of being one of them.

yep. and this time i'm serious about it. it really is about time ain't it? can't let myself turn into a ball right? I'll get my big fat butt to the gym.. and i'm sticking to it. Well.. i think i will.. haha..

and oh yah. forgot to say another thing. i've been missing 06. for some reason. hope everyone's fine.

don't take life seriously because you can't come out of it alive.. hah.