ok.. i've gotten my 2nd warning letter from SADM..

okok.. actually i mean reminder letter to hand in my fac reqs.. and damn. i'm still in the midst of doing the video.

can someone shoot me?

there's nothing that i can't put to the last minute. great.. and what else.. i have unfinished work at work (at my uncles firm) and i need to rush down to dayspring to do the last and final rehersal.. which in fact i haven't gotten the black jacket.. and the grey one too.. great.

i'm in a big mess.. and i'm stinking from a whole day of bowling at a poorly airconditioned alley.. and it's nearly the end of the day.

by 1st april.. i need to deliver the fac reqs down the school personally.. cos i can't send it.. it'll be too late.. great.. need to take another day off.. that's like.. 7 days off in 3 weeks?!@!

fuck. sorry bout that.. but i'm really. really in a horrid state of mess.

do not. NEVER ever! leave things to the last minute.

sucks big time.

i'm so pissed.. fine. how may times is this gonna happen?!!@!@~

ARGH. another post gone.. damn you blogger!

ok.. fine.. i'll try to remember what i typed.. but i can't guarentee any proper english or that i may be of any interest anymore.. cos i hate to repeat...

damn that blogger.. ARGH!!!!!!!!!

well.. here goes..

i'm slacking off in the office cos i've got a computer and internet to myself and i'm all alone in the office.. (which is not true as of now) and since you guys are not blogging.. i'm darn bored.. nothing to do online other than wonder whether if i should reply or ignore the mails in my friendster account.. which.. for once.. i'm finally replying.. cos wanhui told me to give them a chance..

hmm.. did i tell you that i'm working at my uncle's accounting firm? i think so.. i did right. but that's not the point.. i'm doing auditing and accounting these days.. even though i have no whatsoever nonsense background or any whatsoever nonsense knowledge about accounting or even econs. so great. tell me.. what's accrued expenses? current liabilities? cess? gabrabra-gabrabrabra-la.. and the crash course i was given was crazy.. for one.. my brain has not been operating in study/learn mode for quite some time.. but yea.. i'm gettin the hang of it.. and my job now.. is not less than anything called interesting..

i'm doing auditing for indochine (clubbers have any idea? the shareholder of madam butterfly.. and lots more..). and indochine is the shareholder of ELITE model agency.. which exist on the 3rd floor of the finance department (which is on the 4th floor.. and mind you.. there are NO lifts...) which is where i go to do auditing.. and the models get their pay there.. as in the finance department.. so they march in and out of the finance room that i'm in..

and all i can say is..

I'm FAT. SHORT. and UGLY.

elite models.. are truly elite models.. man.. they are flawless... no freckles.. not bone thin.. not to muscular.. just lean muscules, firm skin, hairless, bouncy cheeks.. gosh think barbie doll alive.. and less bimbo.. and their facial features are sharp and perfecto.. what can i say but they deserve to be models..

okok.. for those who are blur about the 2nd floor 4th floor thing.. which i did confuse myself with what i said too.. yap.. this is the layout.

1st floor is the bar. 2nd floor the restaurant. 3rd elite. 4th admin/finance. in a block like those you see in chinatown. catch?

well.. really.. i'm keeping to my diet.. i mean i HAVE BEEN keeping to.. not a matter of the future.. like i always say and don't do.. and i'm going to the gym.. which is i HAVE gone to the gym.. ok.. once.. and i'll keep to it.. ok.. i'll TRY to.. ya. cos i feel so ugly.. i'm going to use the sk2 samples.. which i've yet to use.. and maybe i'll try waxing.. MAYB only.. cos that's alot of maintainence to consider..

oh yah.. remember my new ear holes? i haven't cleaned them.. for the past 2 days.

so maintainence is a problem i don't like.

yap. getting back to work.. and if this entry cocks up too.. i'll hate blogspot forever and i'll change host.

shh.. no one know i'm slacking here.. lol

great.. another post gone.. i really hate bloogspot..

i've changed the skin. needless to say right? just had my BTT.. if i don't pass it this first round.. i have nothing to say but

i must be stupid.


keep close to the car in front to prevent traffic congestion..

i want to KILL blogger!!!!

i typed a very friendly.. and super duper.. record breaking long entry.. and it's.. poof! gone!

damn you blogger!

summary:

i'm not gonna talk about my results again.. ABC, i'm glad. i can get into uni. that's good. not destroyed fure, so i'm getting on with life.

i've gotten these

and i regret it already.. cos of the maintainence.. hate it. and it'll only be for these first 1 or 2 mths right? if not. i'm fainting..


and these..


which are just samples... look at the size of it..


and i spent 600 bucks in 2hrs when i went shopping with my mum.. i deemed my mum dangerous shopping partner.

and i've left AIA.. working for my uncle.. and part-time at tampines isetan as promoter (however you spell that..).

yes. end of story.

damn blogger. BAD blogger!
@!#@%$!#$~

memory cards HATE me..

first jo's
30 plus pics gone..

now dad's..
fucked up.. 175 pics gone..

i HATE memory cards..

reciprocal..

choose 5

1


2


3


4


5


6


7


8


there's more.. but you'd have to wait.. tmr night. this time i swear i'll get it up.

oh yah. forgot to report.

ABC

not bad for me lah.. not time to talk.. elaborate later :)

gosh. just one week. (to the submission of the fac req.)

heck that essay. i'm retyping it one last time. and that's it.

and i've got the photos..

and well it's just 10minutes right?! i'll finish the video in one shot. tomorrow.

and relax for the rest of the week.

call me kiasu. call me impatient. but i've alredy filled up the application form for ntu. and doing the one for nus now. and applying for scholarship based on cca.

wish me (the best of the best) luck guys..

no. today is not friday 4th or march. i refuse to believe.

if i blog later. then it's good.

or my room is a good jump site.

i have two confessions to make today..

1:
i am not one to persevere in an environment i hate.
because. yes. i have tendered resignation to AIA! woohoo!

well i'm going over to my uncle's place to work. or maybe Dr. russell might just send me some good news of an internship. though that means less money.. *chik-king!* but heck that. i'm not in need of money.. i'm still a young teenager dependent on my mum for pocket money. so yes. bless the lord for my family. lol!

but really.. don't lilke the idea that i'm working for my uncle and getting pay for it.. and if i don't get paid.. i'll feel guilty for splurging.. maybe i'll get some sales work, those that kill your legs cos you've gotta stand 10 hrs straight a day.. and say those say few words till you'll repeat them flawlessly in your sleep. but then again.. maybe i'll get the internship, get little pay but love it.

2:
i bought
a pair of shortpants, $9.90/-
a racerback at ebase, $17.90/-
a boat neck top, $25.90/-
a pair of earrings, $12.90/-
(is that the price hui? i forgot.. btw, i still do not have ear holes.. and those earrings are for me.)
a pair of slippers, $6.50/-
if there's anymore.. i can't remember..

and i shall ignore that i went to the movies.. on a weekend.. had dinner out.. costing me at least 20 bucks in all..

and all that. in the last 4 days.

soMebody..
ShoOT meyyy......
(imagine the mask saying this)

i shall NOT spend anymore money on accessories and clothes for the month of March and restrict April to a hundred bucks! i shall NOT!

temptation come my way! i'll be hopeless at blocking it.. sigh.. and goodness, worse still.. the pay for feb is SOOOOO low! stupid AIA. glad i'm over and done with you stingy bastard. oops there. sorry. self censoring please. and i'm jobless! and i'm splurging! what in the world am i doing?!

oh gosh.. sigh.. i think i should just get over it. i mean i've spent it. no way i'm gonna get it by.. but it's still MONEY isn't it? argh.. to think i told hui to save her money. what a bad example i am.

i don't even dare to count whether i've spent my whole january's pay..

well. enough said.


bout the essay,
thanks guys. (and gals.. though my guys meant pals)

so should i be more formal? but i ain't good enough to be more formal and stay interesting. maybe i'll just forgo the muddlehead thing? and yes. i'm an ego head, learnt from my dearest brother. and you can't catch the link??? mm.. but i think i'll letting that stay put. can't think of a better start. oh if you didn't know, the essay question is "why should BFA accept you?" i've edited it a little. but it's still the same. posting it below.

grade it this time k? __/20, (i give it 13 myself..)

An egg rolling and tumbling on the table, as if it was struggling for attention. Trying to break free of it's shell, was a chick yet to be born. Looking at the scenario breaking out in front of me, somehow, I feel like that little chick, that little egg.

Headlines, "science student fighting for a seat for the Bachelor of Fine Arts", that's me. Though I admit my lacking in artistic background, unless you take primary school arts club as artistic background, but I will not concede defeat. I believe in the idiom, "where there's a will, there's a way", the exact belief that pushed me on to reach the top of the mountains and drove me towards being a top-notch bowler. A new target I will not miss: grabbing BFA, and failure is not in the vocabulary.

Oh and I'm such a muddlehead to have forgotten to solve the mystery behind the headlines. I've never really been a good writer or a fast one -- the reason behind not being in the arts faculty in junior college, because it would mean failure -- but my imagination and designing has never failed, they're in my blood. But yet again, I really haven't had a chance to design something to show off, unless you count designing the school team shirt and being designer of the class.

But it’s not just interest, I've been thinking ahead -- my career, and where I'll be deemed worthy. That internship in ARC studios, an architecture firm, prodded me into action to pursue my dreams. In that month, I dragged myself out of bed at 6:30 to get to work, but every time I step into the office, life was injected into my veins. Although work was tiring, it was enjoyable. Turning a dull rectangle into a sky scraper people would admire, crushing a piece of lined foolscap to make an exceptional design, those were the things that most scientists, lawyers, accountants would laugh at and call me insane for doing it. But to designers, those were worthy pieces of art.

I can't turn a blind eye to my interest, I can't just become an engineer to earn bucks and hate my life. This is the turning point, where the rock is refined to become gems. It's not just why I choose BFA, it's why BFA should accept me.

(word count 393)


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oh and there's no friday on my calendar this week.

An egg rolling and tumbling on the table, as if it was struggling for attention. Trying to break free of it's shell, was a chick, yet to be born. Looking at the senario breaking out in front of me, somehow, i felt like that little chick, that little egg.

headlines, "science student fighting for a seat for the Bachelor of Fine Arts", that's me. though i admit my lacking in artistic background, unless you take primary school arts club as artistic background, but i will not concede defeat. i believe in the idiom, "where there's a will, there's a way", the exact believe that pushed me on to reach the top of the mountains to see the worthy view from the top of the world and drive me towards being a top-notch bowler. a target i will not miss: grabbing BFA, failure is not in the vocabulary.

i'm such a muddlehead to have forgotten to solve the mystery behind the headlines. my interest in designing has never failed. i've never really been a good writer or a fast one -- the reason behind not being in the arts faculty, because it would mean failure -- but my imagination and designing hasn't left me, they're in my blood. but yet again, i really haven't had a chance to design something to show off, unless you count designing the school team shirt and being class designer.

but not just interest, i'm thinking ahead -- my career, and where i'll be deemed worthy. that internship in ARCstudios, an architecture firm, prodded me into action to persue my dreams. in that month, i dragged myself out of bed at 6:30 to get to work, but everytime i step into the office, i felt life injected into my veins. although work was tiring (because there wasn't a day where you won't work more than the actual working hours), but it was enjoyable. turning a dull rectangle into a sky scraper people would admire, crushing a piece of lined foolscap to make an exceptional design, making sponge tree models, those were the things that most scientists, lawyers, accountants would laugh at (exactly what happened when i tried to invoke some creativity during my stay at AIA). but to designers, those were worthy masterpieces.

i can't turn a dull eye to where my interest lies, i can't just become an engineer to earn bucks and hate my life. this is the turning point, where the ore is refined to become gems. it's not just why i choose BFA, it's why BFA should accept me.

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that's my essay for the faculty req.. i've overshot by 27 words! i'll need to take it little off.. by the way, give me your MOST HONEST opinions (such as utterly hopeless, too personal -- which was what i was getting at).. correct any grammatical mistakes. ok. i'm off.. video's next. and i need MODELS for my photos.. anyone?

create..