actually i didn't really want to post.. but just to be fair to everyone who's still coming to my blog, like i go th theirs on a daily basis.. i guess.. i will. not that i've become crapless.. or nonsense-less.. it's just that for the past 5 days.. i've studied in total.. less than 20 hours.. and i really fell so darn guilty.. and although i always try not to talk about school.. heck that. cos i'm gonna rant all about the As.. actually not.. it's about me towards the As..

i keep thinking in the morning, "do i have a paper today? am i missing a paper? oh no! it there really a paper today? if i miss one.. the whole subject is forfeited.. and i only have 3! oh no! gosh!" *panick*

gosh.. is chem prac today or tomorrow? gosh.. did i flip m calendar? is there chem prac today?
oh gosh.. can anyone confirm with me that i'm not missing any paper today?! gossh... i'm going CRA-EE-ZY!

either that.. or i'll eat my way through the day at home.. not doing any last minute study.. or revision.. or do papers.. and worry myself again.. "oh no.. i've only a few more days! 1 week.. i'm still not studying at least 6 hours a day.. and the teachers say if you don't you'll get what you get in prelims.. oh no! i can't get all Ds or Cs!! oh no! study.. better study" then i look at the books.. "AHH!! can't get to studying.. change subject.. AHH!! still cannot.. change again.. AHH!! gone case.. study later.. 1 hour later.. must! STUDY!" then i go to the kitchen and pig out.. then 1 hour later.. the same thing happens. great.

so that's why i'm freaking out here.. worrying for nuts..

but i know it's useless to worry about NOT studying.. at least when you're worried and you're studying.. you get something outta it.. goodness..(jason.. sorry i copied this outta my reply to you.)


oh yah.. i'm also going nuts about the sims 2.. not that i'm or anything.. i know the games' been out for sometime.. but.. i just can't get my hands on it.. and i keep reading reviews.. starting it was just interested.. then it became can't wait.. then it became why don't i have it? then now.. AHH!!!i'm going CRA-EE-ZY! I. WANT. IT. NOW!!!!

can i have it please?!!!
wow. wow. wow.. so much better!! the features.. the architectural freedom.. material freedom.. social freedom.. soon we'll be creating another dimension!! goodness.. aH!! get me the game!!!

well.. calm down now.. my dear cg rep has kindly lent me the cd. YIPPEE!! can't believe i'm thinking about a pc game in the midst of an examination period.. whatever..

please be warned that the sims 2 will keep me away from blogging.. so i'll not be blogging for quite sometime after i get my hands on it.

and i've added a link to the sims2 webby.. wanna see it? go to the junk section. oh.. and i've found some nice webbies to read.. they're much like blogs.. stories.. whatever.. it's interesting. so you can waste your time there instead of here at my staling blog..

k then. till next time.

the net is a waste of time, and that's exactly what's right about it..

let me tell you the joke of the day.

almost everyone remembered my birthday except my closest pals.. ok.. maybe they didn't forget. just that they were damn late.. and guess what? some even had the cheek to tell me what i enjoy.. since it's that way.. i shouldn't waste my breathe on it.

well! yesterday started with flooding of my handphone inbox at 12 am. haha.. thanks people! and lotsa people whose number i've lost.. so i had finger exercise typing, "thanks! you are?".. guys.. i'm not trying to be ungrateful.. but i really lost my phone sometime ago this year (like always..).

and YES! my lovely chocolate (goosebumps for ershad.. lol) acknowledged me, his girlfriend, yesterday! WAHAHA..

and if i don't mention this.. someone's gonna say i'm soo very ungrateful.. thanks bestfriend! well.. by that i mean CG (not center of gravity..). my grandma and aunt had a great time wow-ing and laughing.. imagine.. you were watching tv when a youngster pops his head in and asks for your niece (granddaughter for grandma).. holding a cake with a candle.. and then sings happy birthday. he just came to give he's wishes and a cake (thanks for remembering my favourite flavor) and had to go home (well.. it was quite late.. about 8?) and please don't expect me to cry 'cos i'm soo.. touched. well.. to tell you the fact. i'm an ungrateful brat. 'cos i really expected him to do that at, 'cos who in the world will call you on your birthday, not wish you b'day, then ask for the directions to block 817.. when you live in BLK 815?!? haha.. but i am very happy. 'cos at least he did that. (normally he's the first in the whole world to wish me happy birthday.. it would be so abnormal to not hear it from him.) and to CG.. okok.. i owe you a hug alright? but will fanny (his girlfriend) be fine with it? haha..

and yah.. siew. you did what you did yesterday on purpose RIGHT?! hmh. lol..

oh and this.. in afternoon..
mum: those two girls called you yet?
sq: nope. don't know.. maybe they're up to something..
mum: maybe the surprise is they forgot your birthday.
(well.. seems like mum's always right)

and when i got a red packet from my granny..
granny: i give everyone a red packet on their birthday.
cousin: really?
granny: of course!
cousin: well, then why don't you give granddad one on his birthday?

well.. enough about my birthday. ain't really that interesting.. but still i managed to rant a big lot about it. k now. i'll be off. and the fact is.. i'm bad tempered. and i'm still pissed. maybe i should try forgetting birthdays too. heck.

if someone annoys you.. just point and laugh.

oh yah. guys... new songs. and new cursor. and don't curse me for the irritating cursor.. cos it took me an irritatingly long time to get that done. and if you didn't know.. i LOVE dogs!

quoteless

i wanted to proudly say that today is the last day ever, i'll wear the temasek junior college uniform.

but sadly.. no. it's not. i still have to wear them to the A level examinations.. oh well. all i could really say is thanks. thanks marcus tan and HOD of maths, mrs lim. that's all. i'm not good with goodbyes.

ok. i'm truly sorry people.. didn't mean take such a long break from blogging.. but hey. why shouldn't i mug when the rest of the world who's taking the As are mugging? so please forgive me.

actually.. i'm quite crapless now. so.. i'll copy crap for you from xiew's blog... *looks at siew* and paste it in mine.

nah.. i'm joking. just wanted to say, people. stop using iwebmusic. i've stopped 'cos i was a victim of that idiot company too. i'd rather have no music then use iweb. even if you have norton antivirus.. iweb is still a horrible bugger.. i shan't say more.. read it for yourself on xiew's blog. *points to the link xiew-tuna on the left*

well! for those of you who haven't heard me talk about gay-ism.. or read my notebook. here's my case on gays.

i'm gay all over.. about gays. and for those people who didn't know that gay means happy before there was anything called homosexuals (well it still means happy..) please go check your dictionary.

well.. as long as there's no PDA.. (not palm top.. public display of affection) i'm totally for gays.. i don't know how in the world did they "evolve" and joined in the crowd.. but hey.. they are no aliens.. (they come from the womb a straight woman..) they deserve their rights. god.. give me an essay about homosexuals for A level gp.. i'll pass with flying colors..

then again.. before you shrug and stare at me (or at the computer screen) like your eyes are gonna drop out.. get this straight. I AM STRAIGHT. although i admit that i think gays are nicer males then guys and that i do like them. but guys.. (guys here means you people.. not the males..) i still prefer tall, handsome, witty, rich and straight man for a partner. i'm totally not into lesbianism. maybe it's 'cos of my sexual preferance that makes me like gay guys more than les-girls.. but hey.. i don't hate les.. just don't feel so comfortable about it.. (maybe 'cos i'm a girl.. *glares at whoever tries to contradict me*)

oh.. and if you were wondering why i'm talking about this.. it's cos i saw a gay couple on my way to gym. so friendly, smiley, attractive male species.. (sadly not available..) totally not sissy.. and no PDA.. just lotsa sweetness.. Awww.... (don't shrug! this is a liberal society. {can't believe i said that! i'm such a feminist!}) so people.. if you can't accept and understand.. at least.. tolerate. make the world a better place. (what am i going on about?! i don't even know.. whatever)

well.. well.. well.. isn't that enough crap? oh and. for those who wanna know my progress in the gym-to-slim.. i've put on 2kgs.. and became tanner. whatever. i shall destroy my weighing machine.. (must be the chocolates.. but then again.. must be the weighing machine. i need a new one)

when speed increases, mass increases.. not my fault.. it's the treadmill.

i totally cannot stop thinking about the trip to Gunung Stong after As... so shiok! siEw! i want your digicam!! take pictures as i go along.. searched the net for info about the trek. it's sooooo different from the mt. kinabalu one.

1. kinabalu -- cold stong -- hot
2. kinabalu -- waterdroplets and rain stong -- streams and rivers (must waddle.. through)
3. kinabalu -- lodging stong -- huts and tents
4. kinabalu -- one big piece granite summit (steep) stong -- a lot of pieces of granite uphill (just as steep)

ah lau and me (the only 2 girls) and a few of my class guys plus my civics tutor, are gonna embark on the journey up gunung stong! i can't wait.. i know it won't be easy.. and i may not be determined enough.. but i know with my pals around and the adventure worth a life time.. hey! that's worth more than 200 bucks. and yes. i've saved 50 bucks this 2 weeks.. i feel so accomplished.. i'll keep up the good work for this hiking trip and grad night (which is 4 days? after the climb?).

killing 2 birds with one stone. one, a trip overseas; two, slimming for grad night. haha.. just hope i don't get scratch marks.. scars.. or anything during the trip.. cos i've paid a humongous sum of 85 bucks for gradnight.. and i wanna make it worth it.

and before i go.. here's a few pics for you to make out what Gunung Stong is like.

one of the waterfalls

the trail up..

Never measure the height of a mountain until you have reached the top. Then you will see how low it was

the school's computers are so freaking slow.. this is the 3rd computer i've tried, it's the best one i can get.

well. i'm here i waste my time for 50minutes, before i faithful go back to mugging.. i really just wanna go to the gym.. stupid general paper mock test.. fine. i'll grow fat and STILL fail the mock. whatever. i'm not here to complain about school and gp and stuff..

so i should go on to unload my crap pouch.. which, actually is quite empty.. ok then.. i'll talk about something useless.. so if you want your precious time and don't want to waste it on reading useless things. get lost.

and i mean now.

too bad, i don't have a handy digicam like siew.. so i can show you what i'm gonna talk about. it's my first birthday present. quite early for one actually.. but still, i must thank my mum for this watch and not killing for losing my other watch..

well it's a plastic digital watch, pink face and half- transparent (what's the word for that?) light purple strap. it's those with the long rectanglar face.. i don't know how to describe.. just let me let you.. i've wasted 10 mins on sketching out the watch with ms paint with the paintbrush. i can't be bothered.

well there you go. this watch is worht 10 bucks.. compare that to the stone studded one with a leather strap and a brand on top that cost 70 bucks.. at least my mum didn't kill me. ok then. off to studying. may not be online for a few days..

If we didn't have to eat we'd be rich, I said, imitating something to say...

after listening to zillions of complains of that stupid midi file playing.. here you go. i've changed the music. it's from the soundtrack of colors of sound. the jimmy lee film.

that's all i have to say now. i'm dead beat, brain dead.

*overturns crap pouch* nothing.

always write in red ink, so no one can correct you..

17 days. 17 days to the day i can legally drink wine. i should have posted a day early.. then i would be 18 days to my 18th birthday. ok.. no link. whatever. but people, let me tell you. i already have 2 bottles of grape wine (yes.. i love white wine) chilling in my fridge.. waiting for the arrival of the day when my dad will stop saying, "you're still not old enough (even though it's less then a few days to my birthday)" yes! and so, hui, jo and cg will enjoy my with moi, my first glass of legal wine. yes.

and the wine in waiting in the fridge, was actually a door gift for a wedding dinner at fullerton. and mind you. it's quite exquisite. it's not those sausage wine you see in cheers and 7-11. and of course.. the chocolates were a must give - one dark and one white for each.

filthy rich.

when my parents came home last night (when i was lying on the sofa, fulfilling my potato-couching time), my mum burst into the door, "qi ah! look! they gave each one of us a bottle of wine! and chocolates! even gave us a nice bag to put it in!" of course my mum said that in chinese.. or it'll sound like "qi ah! look. they gibe whine and cho-co-let leh! and nice bag too! nice hor?" ok.. i should stop discriminating my mun's english.. don't be mistaken. i love my mum.. haha.. she's so cute.

well back to the point. i wow-ed. i mean, how many people can afford to do that?! but then again.. that guy's a director (not movie director.. company director.. earns big bucks by signing documents. not bad a job, heh? lol..). the wine bottle has 2 labels.

the one in front was

2rd october

e wedding day of

whoever and whoever

thank you for sharing our joy

the one at the back is the description of the wine and the contents.. the usual stuff.

"wah.. i want to do sometime like that on my wedding day too!" i was dreaming aloud. mum and i looked at each other and we both understood something. "i'm gonna get a rich husband." lol.. well, not really, rich is not really in the criterion, but it would be a bonus. won't it? but really.. wedding day is like the only day, when you're not young anymore, that you can live like a princess as if you were in a fairy tale.

but for now. husband-searching is a not-yet. let me finish my As at least. and let me past the mark of 18 years participation as a user of planet earth's supply of oxygen. yes.

my brother just walked pasted, "why do you want to drink wine legally when you can drink it illegal?" well, people if you're thinking so too, let me tell you why, because my purpose is not to drink wine, but to remind people of my birthday. yes. lol.. so you better not forget! and at the same time i should do desmond and tyang justice too. they're having their birthday's too.

and before you think i'm shameless (which yes.. i admit i'm a little but not really true), i'm just excited.. at least i'm not listing a birthday wish list, k? (which i really wanted to. but if you want me too. i will do it willingly. haha..).

enough of my crappings.

enticipation.. best estasy